that was... (-_-')

guess what?? hurm....

i just slept at 3 am this morning, well what will i d0 tomorrow that was what i think.. everyday was the same woke up late, taking bath, on9, lunch, on9, snack, on9,dinner,on9....... then sleep

...and today, i dont know how to describe this day.. f0rtunately or unfortunately hurmm....

f0rtunately..

a sister fr0m KPJ call me at 930am, she said; 'sheryn can you come for interview today at 1030am.. i said WTF!! (dalam hati.. ngek!)

unfortunately..

within one hour what else can i prepare xcept for my appearance.. even that pon not enough.. aiyoo.. why this happen to me, i was 0% prepared. ++ my mum g0ing out with my brother and lock me in the house without leaving any keys, especially the gate. how can i drive the kancil out.. haish! (nasib my cousin free so she drove me there @ 1015am you know) when i was in KPJ i saw there is a girls.. and i know them..well there r fr0m UNIMAS, no wonder so familiar.. just that i dont like this 0ne girl, she try to make fo0l of me.. cibai ah lu.. nah ambik ko.. i know they were prepared, they received the call fr0m KPJ one week b4, at least have some time to get ready.. + + the have degree compare to me just a diploma holder. hurmm...

i dont like one of the interviewer, she was from human resource department.. aahh.. so sombong, i know i was shacking but please give me a chance, dont just gave me a straight face.. i dont have time to prepared myself, doing things last minute will never have the happy ending you know.. and thanks to the sister and nursing manager (a man u know) they were very supportive and try to calm me haiyo.. so truk kn me.. now, what can i do within this two weeks waiting for a call from them. if i didn't receive any call meaning i was being rejected.. =(

interesting things that i dig..

.THE DYING PERSON'S BILL OF RIGHT.

i got this article f0rm the nursing crib website, and it's really touching. it d0es touch my heart as i have see a lot of things against this article in hospital.. th0se who still have the heart and conscious should never ever against this will.. especially t0 the nurse wh0 should give care with the love and sincerity..

1. I have the right to be treated as a living human being until I die.
2. I have the right to maintain a sense of hopefulness however changing its focus may be.
3. I have the right to be cared for by those who can maintain a sense of hopefulness, however changing this might be.
4. I have the right to express my feelings and emotions about my approaching death in my own way.
5. I have the right to participate in decisions concerning my care.
6. I have the right to expect continuing medical and nursing attention even though “cure” goals must be changed to “comfort” goals.
7. I have the right not to die alone.
8. I have the right to be free from pain.
9. I have the right to have my question answered honestly.
10. I have the right not to be deceived.
11. I have the right to have help from and for my family in accepting my death.
12. I have the right to die in peace and dignity.
13. I have the right to retain my individuality and not be judged for my decisions which may be contrary to beliefs of others.
14. I have the right to discuss and engage my religious and/or spiritual experiences, whatever these may mean to others.
15. I have the right to expect that the sanctity of the human body will be respected after death.
16. I have the right to be cared for by caring, sensitive, knowledgeable people who will attempt to understand my needs and will be able to gain some satisfaction in helping me face my death.

another oppurtunity (wanna be)

can c any different??

happy monday all and happy 'grape-ing' monday to me and s0me of my 'misi' geng.. ('',)

...and today i got a call from KPJ specialist again. n0t a call f0r inform me to come to any interview (-_-') but still there is a hope for me.. cos they were call to inform me to send my copy 0f license (=

and i am keep cr0ssing my fingers and h0ping there is a space for me there..

..flash back <-------- but never turn back ------>

gambar hiasan

yesterday all of us has receive the result.. the result f0r the end 0f our race.. well maybe 95%-97% 0f us has cr0ss the finish line.. and f0r the unexpected friends wh0 has failed to reach the finish line; don't give up. fail once doesn't mean you will fail forever. remember f0r those wh0 want to change there is always a 2nd chance f0r them.. ..and f0r all of friends with the new status of registered nurse; go0d luck f0r the new beginning and don't f0rget that life isn't 100% easy all the time.. after has been rejected for my 1st interview in nursing; i have realize that the status of diploma holder for nursing is not a guarantee that there is a j0b waiting for all of us out there. all the employer out there expect for extra...extra..extra things fr0m us.. huh! especially if you know how to speak mandarin that is the credit for u.. hurrmm.. kinda disappointed for that. but life must go on.. i will never turn back.. apply...apply..apply.. and apply and fight for my position as now i am 0ne of Malaysian regitered nurse =)

go0d n half bad news..

how about the half bad news first.. well as u all know i have my first nursing interview today at timberland.. i dunno whether it is 0k or what.. the matr0n never say i am not accepted just that she asked me t0 come again with my license then only they decide whether t0 accept me or not.. f0r me, personally she has rejected my application in her polite ways.. so i guess maybe i will not come back..


the go0d news is i am n0w a registered nurse =) ... few h0urs after i have been rejected kot, my friends called me and she said the result is came 0ut.. when i called my lecturer the first w0rd i heard is congratulation shereen.. u did it! u pass the exam.. i feel really great!! at last that is the end of my journey as a student nurse.. and welcome t0 the w0rking w0rld..

so that is the g0od and half bad news f0r today..

m0rning c0l..

uuhh.. it's m0nday again..

dis morning i received a lot of m0rning c0l which kinda disturb my quality dream haha.. for t0day is the day..

- it's my 1st nurse interview day

- it's the day my result should arrive in kuching since we were left over (always happen')

- the day i receive unexpected call fr0m KPJ.. duh..duh.. y dont u 0ffer me straight away t0 come for interview.. they just asking whether i had any loan b4 for my study.. ermm.. weird right? when i said i was 'sendirian berhad' fully sp0nsored by my parents they said.. owh ok, later 0ur sister will call u.. uurrrghh! s0 sad.. i g0t interview this aftern0on haish.. if u asked me whether i cho0se KPJ or timberland i will g0 for both hahaha 'rangka!!' if KPJ i just go for their salary and uniform hahaha if timberland i might like the environment but salary mayb a lil thing which make me cho0se KPJ more haha.. so?? i oso d0n't know.. very confident ha people will accept u haha.. s0t..

the c0nclusion is, i will take what ever c0me first.. dun want to take a risk fr0m losing it both.. i am afresh graduate what no need to expect the salary high as the mountain haha..

eh wait.. i said received a lot of call right.. ya very a lot.. the 1st one is not a call it's a sms fr0m sheena.. wishing me 'kuat luck' for the interview, then fr0m erlyn; she asking about the LJM result and oso wishing me 'kuat luck'.. after that fr0m Jandy oso same topic with erlyn; kuat luck ho me today.. lastly it is fr0m ain, she was 'ngular' n using clinic's phone to call me and oso the same topic hahaha KUAT luck ho today..

sheryn, KUAT luck ho f0r today.. =)

p/s: the 1st pers0n who call me today of course la my syg.. he call me every morning act as my alarm clock hehe so suweett.. LOVE HIM.. hug* hug*

butterfly...

there is butterfly in my st0mach.. gosh!..

oh G0d help me t0 calm myself and give me m0re confident t0 face the interviewer this coming Monday..

currently, i am still guessing what is the question will they asked me.. keep guessing and make me more nervous.. hurrmm..

Mdm lau li li, my lecturer chatting with me yesterday, she said don't worry sheryn.. u have been call for interview already that mean u got the job already.. the interview is just for formality.. fuh.. i hope s0 mdm.. cr0ssing my finger..

'nge-nurse'

haha.. that's me

hehe s0 weird the word that i have create kn hehehe... fr0m dictionary; nurse is a person educated and trained to care for the sick and disabled.. and fr0m my own dictionary; nge-nurse is t0 take care the sick and disabled.. o0.. so kind of me kan haha prasan.. however, i love the gift that god has gave t0 me t0 become a nurse.. even though at the first place it is n0t my interest.. =) ..start fr0m that i believe that there is always a reas0n for everything..

this monday is the beggining, my first interview in this field. i didn't expect it will run smo0thly as this is my first try. s0 if i failed this m0nday i'll give my best shot f0r the next interview at KPJ =) .. learn fr0m the mistake and never st0p..

my 2nd..

my 2nd interview in my life.. the 1st 0ne has been pass successfully with confident even though i didn't get the job haha enough f0r interview exprience.. next monday will b the 2nd time f0r me n this time really make me nervous. for sure i will be interview by matr0n..if in SGH the only thing i can d0 if i met matron is says gud m0rning/afternoon n evening haha.. s0 scared if they asking any question.. f0r some they r very sporting, if u answered wr0ng they will explained to u, but f0r some they might scold u and just walked away eerggh.. scary..~ my friend said be c0ol n confident is enough.. they will ask bout my life.. mm interesting. but.. will there any words come out fr0m my mouth that time?? ergghh! scary.. if there is c0nfident n0thing impossible right.. huh! that my pr0blem.. lack of confident, when i was alone i can do it but when it come to the real time everything g0ne and blur.. perggghh! what a shame.. (T_T)

i have to give my very best for this coming interview.. i have to prepare myself.. no more grape-ing perrggh!

psstt.. for sure i want this job not bcos of the uniform ar haha i like this career s0 much eh no i LOVE it larh hehe.. wish me luck keh..

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels


La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

p/s: for all of my friends out there..

he is here...

awwww.. i l0ike.. eric is here a.k.a my heart is here..

i am so happieee...
he will always be him hehe..

when i miss him s0 damn much he know how t0 settle it..

since 2 years 4 month 3 weeks and 3 days im with him the long distance relationship almost bec0me 80% easy f0r me..

he know h0w t0 make me feel like it is not a pr0blem f0r us, he pr0ve what he has promise t0 me 2 years ago ' the long distance relationship is n0t an obstacle f0r tw0 heart when there is a LOVE'..

trust and patience is the key.. my weakness is i cant keep both key,the only key i can keep is trust.. patience is all g0es to him =)

i loike him.. eh no!.
i LOVE him =)

dilemma that u will face fr0m being ME..

hi peeps.. it's me again

a student nurse wh0 is just d0ne with her nursing board examination and unemployed.. eh wait.. what is my status actually? i cant answer it t0o.. am i a student nurse? haish i am not student anymore.. am i a nurse? emm an unemployed nurse.. i dont have a license yet, ermm once again am i a nurse? i am an un-license unemployed nurse haha pelik nya bunyi..

just sent my resume this aftern0on at timberland.. n now i have dilemma with my language.. honestly i am not fluent when i am speak in English.. i have the words in my mind just that it cant come out when i want t0 speak. owh gosh what a dilemma being me.. being a diploma holder who cant speak in English fluently.

kuching still want me to stay...

my friends sms-ing me regarding the vacancy at Timberland hospital..

and now i am confuse whether i want to apply or still want to wait for the answer from columbia asia.. im dying wanted the job s0 much but they still have no answer for me.. so i guess kuching still want me t0 stay..

tet! 1st application has come to their attention...

but my application has been throw to their human resource store.. -_-' hurmmm...

Dear Shereen,

Greetings from Columbia Asia Hospital Bintulu!

Please be informed that your application has come to our attention.

At the moment, vacancy for Staff Nurse is not available but should there be in the near future, our Human Resources Department will contact you.

Thank you for your interest in serving the hospital and we wish you a pleasant day.

Warmest Regards,

Christina

owh license please come out faster.. i am dying d0ing nothing at home..